Emma has left the building.

Hello all,

Well one exam down one to go. The one that I did was really hard. They expected you to know so much. Will have to wait and see how I went but I am not holding my breath. I just don't want to think about it.

Emma is gone. She left last night without so much as a goodbye. She really pisses me off like that. She just has no respect for family. We are so far down her list it is not funny. In my 2 and a half years of living relatively close to her she has only ever made contact if she wanted something. I was so excited when we decided to move to Wollongong because of how close she would be. I thought that she and I may get to know each other better. Don't get me wrong we are not estranged or anything but I am not in her inner circle as such. I had grand ideas of getting together for dinners at each others houses and talking into the evening and REALLY getting to know each other. It didn't happen. I tried, she was always too busy. And now she has packed up and moved to the other side of the state. No goodbye. That really gets to me. Does she have that little respect for me that I don't even land on her list of people to say goodbye to?

The roof of the fuction room at work caved in tonight. More details later. I am done for now.

Someone needed to live the next 3 weeks of my life for me.

Help! I want to cry. Exams are just a week away and I am sooooo not ready. There have been too many distractions this semester. GAMSAT wiped out the first half of the semester which unfortunately made me completely fuck my mid semester exams. I have spent the last 2 weeks non stop in front of my computer trying to finish a 40 page prac report that is worth 40% of my chem mark. It took forever. Even though I didn't leave it until the last minute I had to pull an all nighter on Thursday night to get it finished. Now I finally got it out of the way but I still can't concentrate on exams yet as my med school applications are due in on friday and I haven't touched them yet because of the stupid prac report. I have to write a 300 page personal statement for ND which I have decided to put as my 1st preference. I also have to get my CV together and fill out a form for them. UOW, which I have put in as a third preference I have to fill in a whole portfolio form thing. It is bloody scary that expect you to have done so much. I probably could write down enough stuff but you have to have contact phone numbers for each I don't even have contact phone numbers for my last jobs yet alone for the fact that I played netball a few years ago or participated in certain groups at uni. I have certificates to that effect but no they want bloody phone numbers! USYD which is my second preference thankfully does not want any extra stuff, just my scores. I also have to send them all of my stuff, transcripts, wedding certificate as my first uni experience was in a different name etc. UND expect the stuff for them to be hand delivered!! Yeah I'll just pop into sydney on my way home from work NOT! Now I am just ranting.

In other news, mum is going to somewhere this week. It starts with c and is in the middle of nowhere and I can't for the life of me remember the name. It is where Michaels parents live.

Did I tell you my sister is moving?
She is moving to Federal NSW up near Byron Bay. 2 weeks before me. Poor mum is being abandoned by everyone.

Got to go kids are trying to get my attention.